By Pat Coleman,
D3football.com
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Jordan Neal talks with Shay
Ratliff on the sidelines of HSU's recent win against Howard
Payne.
Photo by Pat Coleman,
D3football.com
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ABILENE, Texas – Four weeks ago, Hardin-Simmons slotback
Shay Ratliff was fighting for his life. The junior, who had just
transferred from Abilene Christian when the season started, had
headaches after a game at UW-Stout, later learning he'd suffered a
brain hemorrhage. Although Ratliff is on the road to recovery,
playing football again is a risk and a longshot.
Ratliff appears steady enough on his feet. He speaks deliberately;
you can almost see him forming sentences piece by piece in his
mind. But he's more than coherent enough to hold his own, as he
stands in street clothes on the Cowboys' sideline.
"It"s tough to watch when you want to contribute," said Ratliff,
who had eight catches for 81 yards in his one game. "I can"t do
much but yell – that"s why I"m so hoarse."
Ratliff had all eight of those catches in the season opener at
UW-Stout, one less catch than he had all of last season at ACU.
His teammates wear Ratliff's number, 3, on the back of their
helmets. "That really means a lot to me," Ratliff said. "It's a
great thing that they can make you feel like such a part of the
family in such a short time. I'm just as much of a Cowboy as they
make me feel."
Ratliff's injury wasn't discovered until a couple of days after the
game, when what seemed like getting his bell rung turned more
serious. "I lost my (ability to speak) for about a week and a
half," he said. "With my equilibrium, I"m still not able to do
much.
"It's humbling for sure. I'm just trying to get better."
Ratliff, who studies scripture regularly, finds his reading
comprehension has yet to return, although he can quote his favorite
passage from Jeremiah from memory. His struggles have forced him to
drop out of school for the time being, but he takes it all in
stride. "I couldn't have asked for the Lord to bless me any better
way."
"There's a chemistry here I can't describe, and I think nobody
could. It's not all about winning football games, it's about
relationships. It's about fighting for your brother next to
you."
Ratliff is in the beginning stages of a four-month rehab, where he
not only has to regain his balance, but learn to comprehend what he
reads. It's a long road to get anywhere, let alone off the
sidelines.
"I dream of playing again, but I'm thankful of being alive."